Heidi Holloway I'm trying to say I'm so sorry-Alby

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i cant believe i pushed you away, everyday gets a bit colder, your the one that holds my heart, and who i want to grow older, with, and i miss you so much , that its making me sick, i admit im a loser, and ive been a piece of shit, i never thought you would quit, but i dont wonder why, i know its hard being around a person, thats always making you cry, but honey i dont want to die, theres another one of my lies, im putting it all out on the table, cuz i cant say goodbye, your the love of my life, and i know i put u thru hell, but without you there, i swear, i feel like an empty shell, i failed, and impaled myself, and shouldve took advantage, of the opportunity to be happy, instead of taking it for granted, all the plants you have planted, i try to keep watered, how can i be a man , holding your hand when i cant even be a father, ive cursed the one walking on water, Alby damn it ! jesus christ, i am the walking dead , without u in my life,

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