I’m not ok

Verse 1 I wake up and the room feels cold, Same old thoughts that I can't control. Everybody's laughing, I'm out of place, Got a fake little smile stuck on my face. Pre-Chorus I keep saying I'm fine, but I know that's a lie, Too much on my mind, watching days pass by. Chorus I'm falling apart, but I hide it so well, Walking through heaven while I’m stuck in hell. I don't know why I feel this way, I just want these clouds to fade away. Yeah, I'm messed up, but I'm still here, Trying to move forward through another year. Verse 2 Friends come around, then they disappear, Some leave memories, some leave fear. I gave too much and got nothing back, Now I’m trying to find my way through the cracks. Bridge Maybe tomorrow won't feel this heavy, Maybe someday I'll finally be ready. I don't need answers tonight, I just need a little bit of light. Outro So I'll keep moving, even when I'm low, One more step, then another one slow. I’m not okay, but I’m trying to be, Maybe there's still more waiting for me.**