putting the dope aside job of a lifetime

head bang phone ring in the back grabbing it fast call of a lifetime lifeline it's midnight starlight moonlight smoke clouds reaching the sky maryjane blazed blazing lazy try to motivate to its late maybe the next day putting shit aside put aside depression in the way all the time keeping me down heading out of town time to escape my battles rattling my mind just might go insane insanity losing my mind head on right not losing this fight take a flight bags packed lite waiting for a phone call need this thoughts running through my mind when I try to sleep at night sleepless struggling with my addiction got the heroine away on meth cant let the fast go like to go fast dope in my veins speeding down the street mission time stressing need a timeout enough time to pass this piss test job of a lifetime much better life will be if I use my brain disappointed let myself down many times giving up no patience at time seeing my future passing better get a grip cant slip slippery times many times many days falling facedown need a hand not a handshake but your to late better off without you anyway