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08.08.26 For so long ain't visit you, For so long we haven't talked. For so long you ain't call me, So for real, how you been, bro? In general you're managing, But can't handle everything. It's ok, I'm here with you, You may chill I got all that. How many things have passed, Still alive in the castle. A lot of bloody hurts, So many voices in discussion. Everyone has their opinion, Part of them lost in oblivion. There's a whole million Of their ways and opinions. Everyone pulls at the blanket, Some of them just like a monkey. Wanna daily chill and breath, Wanna kinda just to be. And most of them don't let it be, Some of them live in the chaos. Some of kinda usual / simple, Some of them dictator here. Some of them don't give a fuck, Some of them drown in the feels. But they have a mutual thing: Everyone living in justice. It's pretty curious observing, How there's thoughs in the mind. A path of growth and self-learning Just like the wave for the surfing. There's an inner voice warning me, Yeah, this sounds kind abnormal. To some, it's far beyond normal, 'Cause they don't listen to feelings. If you're one of these people, Seems we got different ways. I can't think without logic, My mind needs a lot of space. If you don't use your head, You will never understand, What kind of man I am, And what's the morals inside. You'll never find the real me, 'Cos he's hidden from this world. In lifetime, only a few Ever got to see him, bruh! Honesty feels like disease, When you're living with deceased, Loneliness is a sentence, To a man who keeps his strength. So many poems were written, By authors who got rejected. Stupidity is infected, Making more of them connected. It's funny, I'm like a frog, Out of an experimental swamp. Wish I could swim at the top, Too heavy with knowledge, fuck it, I drop! No one to catch me, I fall right to the bottom. The darkness around, A good place to figure fucking out. Am I out / am I in? This reality's like a film. So many rhymes, but I can't fly, Just a bird what's trapped inside. I don't get reason to stay, Thought I was walking my way, Now I see it was just clay, Just a shell to reach today. The supports was collapsed, What's the next to be passed? My heart is already broken, And now it's harder to open. I keep hope it's an omen, I click just to get the moment, Some of them make me vomit, Worse than back during the COVID. Never thought could bear it all, Didn't prepared to lose control. Lost in the space between the shelves, With the memories that I've held. What am I supposed to do? Staring right into abyss. Who's the man behind this mind? A stranger that I cannot find. No right decisions, no next move, Nothing to fix, nothing improve. Just sitting here in this frustration, Without a single explanation!
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08.08.26 For so long ain't visit you, For so long we haven't talked. For so long you ain't call me, So for real, how you been, bro? In general you're managing, But can't handle everything. It's ok, I'm here with you, You may chill I got all that. How many things have passed, Still alive in the castle. A lot of bloody hurts, So many voices in discussion. Everyone has their opinion, Part of them lost in oblivion. There's a whole million Of their ways and opinions. Everyone pulls at the blanket, Some of them just like a monkey. Wanna daily chill and breath, Wanna kinda just to be. And most of them don't let it be, Some of them live in the chaos. Some of kinda usual / simple, Some of them dictator here. Some of them don't give a fuck, Some of them drown in the feels. But they have a mutual thing: Everyone living in justice. It's pretty curious observing, How there's thoughs in the mind. A path of growth and self-learning Just like the wave for the surfing. There's an inner voice warning me, Yeah, this sounds kind abnormal. To some, it's far beyond normal, 'Cause they don't listen to feelings. If you're one of these people, Seems we got different ways. I can't think without logic, My mind needs a lot of space. If you don't use your head, You will never understand, What kind of man I am, And what's the morals inside. You'll never find the real me, 'Cos he's hidden from this world. In lifetime, only a few Ever got to see him, bruh! Honesty feels like disease, When you're living with deceased, Loneliness is a sentence, To a man who keeps his strength. So many poems were written, By authors who got rejected. Stupidity is infected, Making more of them connected. It's funny, I'm like a frog, Out of an experimental swamp. Wish I could swim at the top, Too heavy with knowledge, fuck it, I drop! No one to catch me, I fall right to the bottom. The darkness around, A good place to figure fucking out. Am I out / am I in? This reality's like a film. So many rhymes, but I can't fly, Just a bird what's trapped inside. I don't get reason to stay, Thought I was walking my way, Now I see it was just clay, Just a shell to reach today. The supports was collapsed, What's the next to be passed? My heart is already broken, And now it's harder to open. I keep hope it's an omen, I click just to get the moment, Some of them make me vomit, Worse than back during the COVID. Never thought could bear it all, Didn't prepared to lose control. Lost in the space between the shelves, With the memories that I've held. What am I supposed to do? Staring right into abyss. Who's the man behind this mind? A stranger that I cannot find. No right decisions, no next move, Nothing to fix, nothing improve. Just sitting here in this frustration, Without a single explanation!
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