addictions

hey yo here we go im back with another solo enjoy the flow coming in from that dino crew listen to how we do sitting here thinking bout all my past wondering how long this pain is gonna last trying to numb it all by pouring another shot in my glass . its time to get up off of my fucking ass stop popping these pills start paying my bills because these drug addictions and alcahol kills spending crazy amounts on any form of deals if you know them feels then you know my drill going nights without any meals just to be able to afford get them pills seeing my kids only once a week makes me wanna pop another for that tweak when it hits its peak then i start to freak but its good because it briefly numbs that feeling of being weak.hoping days come quicker for the next week if you got time to listen to me then have a seat and nod your head to the motherfucking beat time to move your feet and get into the heat if you get in my way ill chop and dice you up like meat because im going hard at it like im coming from the streets. i got scars up my arms from all the self harms hiding them with tatts from the moments of being flat. if you feel me take off all your hats i aint stopping at that . i sit in a corner all alone smoking on those good ol greeny cones waiting and wishing for the day my family are coming home until that day im like a gnome where i am no ome knows steer clear of all my friends coz they nothing but some fake ass hoes. im trying to stay up and stand on all 10 toes. hubby in and out of jail constantly trying for bail when it aint pour it hails .spending days alone doing my hair make up and nails this queen just been here left on her own never wants to go alone or go home doesnt even wanna pick up her mobile phone feeling woe and feeling low nowhere to go so i start loooking for them drugs again put them in my hand where i fall and lay will be where i land . ill keep doing this until the very end. there aint no but ifs ifs or whens this is real life story no attention trends. or the help from any friends all i want is some fans if you like this get in my d&ms hit me up on my instagrams:) and clap yo hands this is @jacintalbaby