myself

Verse 1 Every night I'm staring at the ceiling again, Trying to hide all the weight that I'm in. Got a smile on my face, but it's all for show, Nobody really asks what I already know. So I sit in my room with the lights turned low, Talking to the silence 'cause it's all that knows. Asking myself if I'm doing alright, Never get an answer, just another long night. Pre-Chorus I'm my own friend, I'm my own enemy, Looking in the mirror like, "Who are you meant to be?" Every little thought keeps echoing back, Trying to find the person that I think I lack. Chorus I keep talking to myself when the world's asleep, Trying to find the words that I couldn't keep. Every question circles back inside my mind, Hoping one day that the light I'll finally find. If nobody hears me, I'll still say my name, Trying to remind myself I'm more than pain. Verse 2 Some days feel heavy, some days feel gray, Still I wake up and keep pushing through the day. Maybe tomorrow will be different somehow, Maybe I'll believe the things I can't right now. So I'll keep these conversations in my head, Until the fear is quieter than what it said. Outro If you're listening, future me, don't give in. You've made it this far—let tomorrow begin. These conversations don't have to be goodbye... Maybe they're the reason I'll keep trying.