so many things

so many things I want to say so many things I don't want to sa I ​Won't play along with control games, When you figure it out, I’m still the same. Still writing songs like I always do, Stay strong, know I'm holding true. I know who I am even if you don't, You call it secrets, but you know it won't change the fact youre wrong ​Verse 2 ​Won't forget how you never had faith me and my svars will show me who you are I have to grab a bishop by her neck cuz I see you looking at her like that just cuz you thought that I was doing something I wasn't when you were gone you act like I'm stupid like I don't know what's going on I don't think like that it's you you're the one that should be watched and you wil because what youre doing to me paranoia biildong behind the gate . I promised truth, you gave me hate Miss when love songs weren't about being hurt. Miss when you didn't drag me through dirt, I don't change just 'cause you're gong and i dont want to be the only one holding on In the shadows where the secrets lay, Thoughts wrapped tight like a noose in gray, Echoes of the past, they haunt my night, Whispers in the wind, they ignite the fight. Mind's a maze, lost in the twisted haze, Counting all the scars from my reckless phase, Words like daggers, they cut so deep, Promises broken, can't find no sleep. In the silence, the truth starts to creep, Heavy is the heart that can't find peace, Shattered dreams linger like smoke in air, So many things I want to say, but who would care? Beneath the surface, the pain won’t fade, Cloaked in shadows, I’m feeling betrayed, Voices in my head, they scream and shout, So many things I want to say, but I doubt.