-Lyrics- [VERSE 1] @lekture High in my room sitting, reminiscing, Getting in the deepest thoughts, regretting most of my decisions. Wishing that I chose a better path than hitting cones & sniffing coke With hopeless cvnts & fvcken with a host of no-good women. I admit my life was thrown into a pile of broken visions; I tried to rectify, but set fire to my own envisions. I’m so conflicted, always overthinking. Wish I would have known my sickness, but chose to hide with my grown addiction. Dreams are vivid, I bleed within them. A sweep to the wrists, it seems I’m fittin’ to be a fiend for slitting. I’m a freak, I’m schizin'. I weep for the peace that I’m seeking, but I’m too weak to get it. I sleep with sickness, repeating symptoms. The demons whispering, speaking in riddles. I'm deep in a prison of secret decisions, ripped from existence. Fvck my options, Fvck my noggin, Fvck everything, even fvck my logic. Tug the dog lead stuck upon me: I’m a mutt, & my masters are buds & oxys, Slvts & dodgy cvnts that rob me. All the mothfvcken trust is gone, G. Drugs that hold me, Lust controls me. I'm begging & pleading, Please, shun it from me. Always thinking to myself, Always gripping on a belt, Always drifting to a cell, Always living in my hell. Never do I listen to voices in my head; If I did, everyone would wonder why they found me dead. Would they care? Possibly not. I’m a loser that doesn’t want to fvcken detox. Not a phenom, I’m quite the fvcken opposite. I’m wrecked as fvck, just a spec of dust that everybody wants to see gone. I’m done with life, I’m done with everyone, Done with all the lies—fvck it, Imma’ jump the line & try snuff it. Everyone makes me out to be another problem. Every slvt I fvck with ends up playing with my head, so fvck them! [CHORUS x2] @lekture Am I a bad man? Am I a madman? Driftin' through ash sand.. Entered by sandman.. Trapped in my wrath lands.. Sadder than batman.. Tremble my damned hands.. This is the sad jazz.. [VERSE 2] @dinosk_ Sad melodies Hitting like the birds sweet symphonies Bad memories flood my brain with ill tendencies It's like a spell has been cast on me Only darkness I see And when the light shines it's hard to believe I put myself in harms way and start harnessing Melancholy menacing emotions with no reprieve The cycle repeats sanity is hard to retrieve Sought drugs for some kind of relief Brought to my knees I fvcking hate this disease Thought love would be the only thing that I need I'm 33 it should be picket fences and babies Instead I'm babbling and battling this ADHD Yeah they got pills for it would rather go off and read Sit around and listen to some sad jazz til the shackles are free I'm tryna track and unpack and unravel my life before it catches me Just think all I gotta do is jump from this balcony And end this catastrophe All I gotta do is jump from this fucking balcony .. #Lekture #Ausrap #Aushiphop #Atheist #Anarchy #Cutthroat #Darkrap #Darkhiphop #Darkausrap #Darkaushiphop #Deathrap #Debauchery #Drugs #Gritty #Gutterrap #Gore #Killer #Murder #Morbid #Scummy #Scumbag #SadJazz #Dinosk @rapfame_official @rapfamelive @rapfame_ar_team
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-Lyrics- [VERSE 1] @lekture High in my room sitting, reminiscing, Getting in the deepest thoughts, regretting most of my decisions. Wishing that I chose a better path than hitting cones & sniffing coke With hopeless cvnts & fvcken with a host of no-good women. I admit my life was thrown into a pile of broken visions; I tried to rectify, but set fire to my own envisions. I’m so conflicted, always overthinking. Wish I would have known my sickness, but chose to hide with my grown addiction. Dreams are vivid, I bleed within them. A sweep to the wrists, it seems I’m fittin’ to be a fiend for slitting. I’m a freak, I’m schizin'. I weep for the peace that I’m seeking, but I’m too weak to get it. I sleep with sickness, repeating symptoms. The demons whispering, speaking in riddles. I'm deep in a prison of secret decisions, ripped from existence. Fvck my options, Fvck my noggin, Fvck everything, even fvck my logic. Tug the dog lead stuck upon me: I’m a mutt, & my masters are buds & oxys, Slvts & dodgy cvnts that rob me. All the mothfvcken trust is gone, G. Drugs that hold me, Lust controls me. I'm begging & pleading, Please, shun it from me. Always thinking to myself, Always gripping on a belt, Always drifting to a cell, Always living in my hell. Never do I listen to voices in my head; If I did, everyone would wonder why they found me dead. Would they care? Possibly not. I’m a loser that doesn’t want to fvcken detox. Not a phenom, I’m quite the fvcken opposite. I’m wrecked as fvck, just a spec of dust that everybody wants to see gone. I’m done with life, I’m done with everyone, Done with all the lies—fvck it, Imma’ jump the line & try snuff it. Everyone makes me out to be another problem. Every slvt I fvck with ends up playing with my head, so fvck them! [CHORUS x2] @lekture Am I a bad man? Am I a madman? Driftin' through ash sand.. Entered by sandman.. Trapped in my wrath lands.. Sadder than batman.. Tremble my damned hands.. This is the sad jazz.. [VERSE 2] @dinosk_ Sad melodies Hitting like the birds sweet symphonies Bad memories flood my brain with ill tendencies It's like a spell has been cast on me Only darkness I see And when the light shines it's hard to believe I put myself in harms way and start harnessing Melancholy menacing emotions with no reprieve The cycle repeats sanity is hard to retrieve Sought drugs for some kind of relief Brought to my knees I fvcking hate this disease Thought love would be the only thing that I need I'm 33 it should be picket fences and babies Instead I'm babbling and battling this ADHD Yeah they got pills for it would rather go off and read Sit around and listen to some sad jazz til the shackles are free I'm tryna track and unpack and unravel my life before it catches me Just think all I gotta do is jump from this balcony And end this catastrophe All I gotta do is jump from this fucking balcony .. #Lekture #Ausrap #Aushiphop #Atheist #Anarchy #Cutthroat #Darkrap #Darkhiphop #Darkausrap #Darkaushiphop #Deathrap #Debauchery #Drugs #Gritty #Gutterrap #Gore #Killer #Murder #Morbid #Scummy #Scumbag #SadJazz #Dinosk @rapfame_official @rapfamelive @rapfame_ar_team