I want it

Chorus I want it I need it I just cant get enough Getting high lifes slipping by Gotta show myself some love I want it i need it Just wanna fill a void Drugs replace whats missing and it shuts out all the noise Verse Getting high day after day The same old shit instant replay I know i cant keep living this way Its like i keep digging and digging my grave Inside my mind i cant stop thinking Bout the drugs that caused me to start sinking Every time i take a hit i get stupider Like i just took a trip to jupiter My self confidence is severely lacking Making excuses to keep on snacking On the drugs i used that made me this way Consequences are real and i still gotta pay Back the debts that i am indebted My addictions will kill me if i let it But i want what i want and its hard to change Im sick of living with guilt and shame Chorus I want it I need it I just cant get enough Getting high lifes slipping by Gotta show myself some love I want it i need it Just wanna fill a void Drugs replace whats missing and it shuts out all the noise Bridge If only i could have 1 more hit Just one more time and then i would quit If only i could use once and a while Life would be easy id get high in style If only i could fill up my veins Id be comfortably numb i could cover up pain And embarassment and the guilt and the shame If i could use in peace id never complain Verse I gotta be honest and have humility Drugs cant even be in my vicinity Or my life will spiral out of control Gotta stay clean, take it slow Cuz it takes a toll on my mental health Lose my confidence my sense of self Then i slowly get the fuck its Telling authority they can suck it But i want what i want its hard to change So sick of all the guilt and shame I dont even want it or need it no more If ur gonna bring me down theres the door Stay away if ur trying to score Im trying to open my wings and soar Got plenty of love in my heart to pour I got kids who need me not 1 but 4 Chorus I want it I need it I just cant get enough Getting high lifes slipping by Gotta show myself some love I want it i need it Just wanna fill a void Drugs replace whats missing and it shuts out all the noise #mamaraps #iwantit