PANIC mode

Money can't solve problems But it's never been a problem I put trust in all these people could that be my only problem leave em in the dust to get away and let the hit the bottom Get away from all the pain would I be better off without em Idk I can't let go I watched them change I watched the darkness crawl inside of them and take away my safe space I can't do this on all my own I don't do well by myself cuz all I know is panic mode pain on top of pain When will it ever go away The past is the past I'm stuck in the past Why do I still feel all the weight Someone comes along Tells me everything gon be okay But in the end it's never true Cuz they all just walk away Let me Let me down slowly Right now I'm so lonely The thoughts I hear inside my head They try but can't control me Im slowly drowning With no floaty I need someone to hold me It's too much weight I can't not take I need some help before I break The help I had decided not to stay I gotta find another way I give too much give me a break