depression freestyle

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Why did I think life would be good for me why I’m dealing with depression is a mystery I wish I would get killed shot and jacked Dealing with this shit by smoking weed and crack pleading with happiness to come back high and hungry as fuck I need a snack thought I make it big but I’m outta luck family members lives are great while mine is fucked laughing on the outside inside I’m sad lost so many loved ones and now I’m mad I’m losing my mind and I feel like dying go to work watch videos then start quietly crying mama asks if I’m good then I start lying I have suicidal dreams every fucking day cause I can’t get a job and I ain’t getting paid I can’t even seem to find girl. I can’t find one who will be my whole world. I’ve been rejected at least 12 times each one really fucked up my mind I wanna be happy just one more time without having death always on my mind everyone I meet I just want to kill I don’t know why but it’s a thrill I know it’s not right as you can see but I’ve been this way since I was three God, please put me out of my misery I don’t think I’ll make it to 23 thats sounds fucked up, but it’s fine with me. Just burry me in the cemetery. Put me next to my uncle Terry. I know this shit sounds very scary, but I feel like it’s necessary 2022 I lost my grandmother cry so much cause I loved her. I didn’t even put my mom above her taught me so much now I got scars smoking on this weed so high nigga now I’m seeing stars wondering how far will I go I’m just trying to make this money bro maybe even get a chance to fuck a hoe I’m trying get a girl I’m so depressed that I’m gonna hurt myself hang my neck on the shelf mama please don’t cry cause I decided to die this was for the best I wasn’t gonna make it to 25 God sent me to piss the world off I’m homicidal so I’m always thinking evil thoughts putting my dick In corpses and killing hoes and thots I’m known for running a sword though you like the horn of a bison fuck with me you’ll get knocked out in 30 seconds like I’m Mike Tyson I’ll put a gun to my ex bosses head only need one shot for him to be dead and if the world doesn’t like it then suck my dick and while you’re at it you can get butt fucked real quick🖕 but this song ain’t about gay shit you’re gonna get hit fuck with me you’ll get fucked up with the stick along with a snitch and a punk bitch who doesn’t do nothing she wants to do is stay sucking DICK while I’m out in the street shooting my AK-47 send your ass to hell or heaven for the fun of it and my Homies stays with me through the thick of it like I’m shady and slim when I’m rolling around in my Mercedes-Benz away I’m talking about my Dodge charger and I just bought me a mansion so I’m living larger. Oh wait my phones about to die. I need my charger. Oh wait wait a minute I got me a Ruger and now I’m in the club trying to get me a cougar

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Eazy Makaveli/ choppa kid

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12 days ago

☯️௹𝕋𝕙𝕪𝕃☯𝕎௹ ☯️

12 days ago

Bars: Dope 🔥 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥

Eazy Makaveli/ choppa kid

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12 days ago

This song was made to express my depression