Bleeding

what if I told you to believe me. you need me. I hope that you see me for what I am not for what I was. stupid is what stupid does. we do stupid shit when we're afraid to lose love. moving forward. im letting go of the drugs that didnt help the situation it just fucked it up. I feel you all too much. I get star struck looking into your eyes. heart about to stop. feels like I got hit by a truck. cant believe that I let my emotions take me over the devil on my shoulder yelling you aren't good enough. I needed to be gentle and kind. I was just a fuck. believe me I need you you need me. I miss you. without im bleeding. dont wanna take this L but I Will if I have to. Just feinding for the best us. think about what if we built trust. we shot the dice. and I believe its still luck that it us. Gods got a reason. its more than just a season it was with intention not on a gust of wind was this put into existence its for a win plus we got one on the way. cant believe that youre pregnant. life's crazy isnt it. what if.... is what is now. dreaming of all this we both finally found each other through all of space and time. the stars aligned. thought we'd kill ourselves the way we wanted to die. you make me wanna fly. I used to wake up think why even try. now I wake up think if I dont do better than why I found all that I wanted. I thank god for this and I start to cry. moving past all that haunted. cant wait to make a home for my children most would sigh. I say i got it no one's excited for us. im excited and I cant lie. I need you to believe me. I need you. theres not another to find.