the way it's always been. mad hatter's...

I knew I need to walk the dark road ahead. putting in miles to a past that I ain't proud of. looking forward knowing that. you can never go back. trials and tribulation. hypothetical mistakes. illusions that are fake. always on the back of your mind will you break. was the truth every told to you the way it should have been. was it all lies deceit and sin. is that always the way it has been am I just outside looking in where can I have come from to have a ending like this. when did I stop carrying when was it ever decided to end like this. maybe. the passion carried me away. I know my whole life isn't just a waste I never faked a smile. not a teer never did I want to end up here. but I'm happy to have made it this far. and my struggle will struggle on. king of my own domain. the ruler of my life. I am a cripple clown. dare to not back down. I'm going world round. bringing every pound for pound Spirit that's ever been inside of me all the hellion and the rebellion I'm a mother f****** mad man can you hear me now . The keeper of the crown. a wild man that don't let the show down. shining in my spotlight cuz the light shines to me. doing what I always do just being me rowdy bowdy that's one thing you can guarantee about me I will never take it easy I'm here to play sing and make sure things go my way.