nigar you and I we are not the same

nigar you and I we are not the same after i smock weed feel like I'm rockstar no body understand since from the start I'm not star i need Lite I'm the dark place no one can show me way out i ask my self who knows where are I'm through i feel like I'm going to Haller i feel sorry for my self don't make me sad do not make me put the blame on you because I try to be polite but i don't have confidence e ngilosi yama sabata i ngabe uyangbona na i don't know what can I do about this situation i don't have plans about my future I'm to Young to live this life