Shame on me

I was doing things for people who wouldn't do 4 me I had really lost myself, man truthfully Ain't no shame on you it was stupid me x2 cuz nobody wanna see you win so all my accomplishments I Holden in no longer being silent I'm going in won't break nor fold or even bend only seen sucess because the effort put in no longer will I trust you never again they say love is blind cause they all pretend no congratulations if its F me then fuck you then only time you call is to get you out some ish you was stepping in they say you live by the gun burry me with my weapon then only can be judged by God Is what it is only real love i felt is from my kids cause I was doing for people who wouldn't do 4 me I had really lost myself man truthfully Ain't no shame on you it was stupid me x2 baby mama tripping now I can't see my kids she was the one that was cheating like it was something that I had did block me on social media and run and hid she want to send money like it cost to spend time with my kid still calm and collective I want blow my lid use to smoke just to cope now im in control of it instead of stressing I count my blessings like here we go again cause I was doing for people who wouldn't do 4 me man I really lost myself truthfully Ain't no shame on you it was stupid me x2