u kant look me in the eyes in try to emphize pain

u kant look me in the eyes in try to emphize pain weni love i love to hard it's hard for me try explain so do come up wit game n try n get inside my head im prepared for anythng dont get caughtup in storm in get left off in rain stay the same in never change I paid way so dnt u ever say I never did shit for family sometimes it hurt wen u alone but learn the situation it'll get crazy before I sit dwn in try have conversations I kan do all bad by myself ion need code defender most niccca n bitches they really aint real aint never been on field foreal