So Tired

#trustintheLORD #gracedog #blackreign #sotired #Godgotus Im a slave in my own mind im locked behind steal bars.I be doing right but my life still hard.I know im doing something wrong Lord help me change.Im so tired Lord please help me break these chains.Help me live by the spirit not by the flesh.Help me to focus on my future not on my past.I know this a test Lord please help me pass. Lord help me move ahead i dont wanna move back .Im tired of smoking and vaping tryna make my problems disappear.No matter how much i smoke and vape,my problems still there. Lord i pray i can see another 40 years.Im so mentally exhausted Lord please help me see clear.Im willing to make sacrifices whatever you want.Lord please turn off my bad thoughts but keep my brain on. So many emotions,got me wishing and hoping.Hope i dont drown in the ocean ,hope i dont go back to smoking,if i go back to that,then i know its all over,but i could never go back cause i know im a soldier.