never do i ever wanna ever feel like this never did i ever ever think life would ever end up like this late nights cryin

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never do i ever wanna ever feel like this never did i ever ever think life would ever end up like this late nights crying dishes flying throwing fits hokes in the hole bryised and bloodd on my fist sliding down the wall crying to god still tryna get a grip drowning out my pain numbingwith every single sip * then i flip poision in my viens got my inside doimg summer salts no one to blame when its all my fault wake up in the morning and i pay the cost night terrors still walk across my :,walls (sing) so I toss and I'll turn and I pause dtoping stariring and talking to the walla you live you learn bridges get burned as they get crossed (rap) you either succeed you won or you lost cant count on both hands and all ten all the friends ive los so mourn but ive learned we come and then we go we all got our time standing in line waiting for our ticket heaven or hell I won't even get to pick it some choose money and riches bad bitches wiwhite picnic fences instead of loving laughing making d differences i aint no diferent i guess the only difference is im sitting stairing reminiscing at pictures of my kids reminiscing on what it was and dealing with what it is so i cry then i scream lash out and say shit i dont mean im mad then im sad there never no in between memories on replay all the fights and all the games we olayed ling nights we laid awake naked wrestling the day away i planned to you stay you olanned to stlifehas its funny way of changing lanes and paving its on way so i lie awake crying night and day emotional rollercoaster just riding waves drugs got me lwude awake tryna pray Ima tryna change im lieing to myself again selfish ways i let them win ring around the rosey me and all my demons playing tag again i walk around with a joker grin im back to being anti sovcial aain the beast in me the wirkd has woke again told you not to poke at him remember riding around on donuts i promise i aint ever going back broke again cut off all my old friends had some anakes in my circle i chooped the heads iff them got some eniems and some lead for them bred to to win bleed and sinned laughed and grinned frowned and drownd in tears many men have never tasted before ive been to war pi olayed scored i dont even talk to aquatineces anymore new aquarium i dont even have them the worlds become a bore sing) so i wear i blank stare i been there done that spun the block and came back inchoke the mic out run lasose around the track give this mother fucker an assume attack playing with one of mine will get put on shirt as im adjusting my fitted cap to back take my kindness for weakness until i catch u in all black its my turn crackers better fall back the balls in my court and im hitting all net im all place ur bet i dont even . wat th oussy i just want the neck fuck around and hit u up like jayy wik white boys out here olaying with sticks throwing stones breaking hearts and bones go ahead give me my crown shiw me to my throne do a bitch like wish bone her go nowe run long teherealest people be alone so i turned my pain into a sing along anther sad ass gangster song bounremember bouncing from home to home like a game of ping pong wishing we had a house with a doorbell aomeme could ding dong got a scry ride invan take you on better put ur safety belt on come take a trip with me situations stickier than honey went from laughter to not aamn thing funny tears watering nose s rnny went from healthy to boney went from stoney to they dont me somewhere along the line the world stole my soul from me now you got be cautious when approaching me better approiatte ly aint to me that can vope with me if shes a dime shes choking on me rolling my weed rubber banding thup oney legal pisto in l her name she carry for ne goodies act funrun up and get flamed body knocked out the frame wide body sliding on them things never do i ever wanna ever feel like this never did i ever ever think life would ever end up like this late nights crying dishes flying throwing fits hokes in the hole bryised and bloodd on my fist sliding down the wall crying to god still tryna get a grip drowning out my pain numbingwith every single sip * then i flip poision in my viens got my inside doimg summer salts no one to blame when its all my fault wake up in the morning and i pay the cost night terrors still walk across my :,walls (sing) so I toss and I'll turn and I pause dtoping stariring and talking to the walla you live you learn bridges get burned as they get crossed (rap) you either succeed you won or you lost cant count on both hands and all ten all the friends ive los so mourn but ive learned we come and then we go we all got our time standing in line waiting for our ticket heaven or hell I won't even get to pick it some choose money and riches bad bitches wiwhite picnic fences instead of loving laughing making d differences i aint no diferent i guess the only difference is im sitting stairing reminiscing at pictures of my kids reminiscing on what it was and dealing with what it is so i cry then i scream lash out and say shit i dont mean im mad then im sad there never no in between memories on replay all the fights and all the games we olayed ling nights we laid awake naked wrestling the day away i planned to you stay you olanned to stlifehas its funny way of changing lanes and paving its on way so i lie awake crying night and day emotional rollercoaster just riding waves drugs got me lwude awake tryna pray Ima tryna change im lieing to myself again selfish ways i let them win ring around the rosey me and all my demons playing tag again i walk around with a joker grin im back to being anti sovcial aain the beast in me the wirkd has woke again told you not to poke at him remember riding around on donuts i promise i aint ever going back broke again cut off all my old friends had some anakes in my circle i chooped the heads iff them got some eniems and some lead for them bred to to win bleed and sinned laughed and grinned frowned and drownd in tears many men have never tasted before ive been to war pi olayed scored i dont even talk to aquatineces anymore new aquarium i dont even have them the worlds become a bore sing) so i wear i blank stare i been there done that spun the block and came back inchoke the mic out run lasose around the track give this mother fucker an assume attack playing with one of mine will get put on shirt as im adjusting my fitted cap to back take my kindness for weakness until i catch u in all black its my turn crackers better fall back the balls in my court and im hitting all net im all place ur bet i dont even . wat th oussy i just want the neck fuck around and hit u up like jayy wik white boys out here olaying with sticks throwing stones breaking hearts and bones go ahead give me my crown shiw me to my throne do a bitch like wish bone her go nowe run long teherealest people be alone so i turned my pain into a sing along anther sad ass gangster song bounremember bouncing from home to home like a game of ping pong wishing we had a house with a doorbell aomeme could ding dong got a scry ride invan take you on better put ur safety belt on come take a trip with me situations stickier than honey went from laughter to not aamn thing funny tears watering nose s rnny went from healthy to boney went from stoney to they dont me somewhere along the line the world stole my soul from me now you got be cautious when approaching me better approiatte ly aint to me that can vope with me if shes a dime shes choking on me rolling my weed rubber banding thup oney legal pisto in l her name she carry for ne goodies act funrun up and get flamed body knocked out the frame wide body sliding on them things

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