finally say some

it been 7 months nothing to say no new words i feel helpless i pray for better days I've stayed in my place ,watching over myself no one to help me ,i had to figure out by own im trying to clear my mind im resting where my mom left me i got no tears to shed i sleep like a baby if yu beef with me i dont have time to disguise i dont need to tell yu twice my son is calling me daddy like dat boy is turning 2 years old damn nigga im raising a real king my baby mama still fuck with me I'm counting ny blessings God be the way for me i cant let the devil consume i got Sadboy chain on my neck im flexing it ,to reclaim my throne all my life im dealing with hate i cant trust easy ,snakes in the grass my grandma taught me how to cut the grass always smiling even if im hurt hustle hard and forever stay humble my tattos are my story they also cover scars dat i cant explain i do feel pain ,i dont show it i no longer chase bitches im grown i do what grown man do keeping it G all the time if she wants me ,she better pray to get me i see a future ,i vouch to be a husband someday(family man) dont claim something if yu dont know about it ive seen niggas die with somereal shit choose wisely dont feel the pressure RIP to my Gustavo,my tears still wet for yu my dawg fuck OD gang im no longer a burden i do my own thing and big shout out to Mr OutLook we reall dis side