conviction

what's a man to do when i find no inspiration try to do my thing all i feel is hesitation i know some of you know exactly what I'm facing can't find my confidence only desperation write a couple lines go back and erase them write a couple more go back and erase them these thoughts in my head i wanna replace them don't think i can face them looking in the mirror wonder why im wastimg things not getting clearer hate this dream im chasing maybe im setting myself up for dissapointment i used to love this shit now i dont enjoy it im losing control questioning my flow cracks starting to show dont know where to go i feel it in my soul iknow im gonna grow gonna one day show how to rise up from below how to reach success how to be the best even if it tskes my last breath i will conquer death so i promise i will not give in be honest not stop until i win even when the walls are closing in im gonna break em down again keep on pressing on make them say they proud of him keep on being strong sorry that they doubters him my ambition is based on my conviction is this my last mission or a new vision om not sure but you still listen get your attention im blessed for that i love you all do you love me back