Suspense Given

For believing I’m demonic possessed I went through many spiritual healers. My guru ji was the first one. I was told by his favourite disciple while I wasn’t yet gone through the “guru chela” process. That he brought his mother to my guru ji because she couldn’t walk. She came to the mandir on a wheelchair and went back home on her feet tells her son. Punjabi man and my guru ji is an Indo Fijian. South Indian. This was in 2018. The final spiritual healer I saw in Fiji Islands. In 2019. What I heard about him. One person refused to pay him. I might be wrong with the reasoning. But the spiritual healer who I would rephrase as a voodoo specialist. Made the person crippled that he had just healed. I saw other spiritual healers in between. The last one I went to said I joke too much so he refused to heal me. After he heard me preaching the Ramcharitmanas at the mandir. He said we should sometime chill. This rap song is just to tell you peeps. That I seen a spiritual healer from making a cripple person walk to making a walking person cripple. I was left with that I am under demonic possession. Like I said before my guru ji already gave the suspense. I have a hospital sickness. I’m a diagnosed schizophrenia patient.