What was it maybe

I remember winning things. The bigger the better things. I remember feeling like, I was at least 10 ft high. the world was mine. I held my head up high, like I was the one with the power to decide, looking down my nose, at those stupid hoes, I couldnt believe what I was seeing, the people that treated me like I was a leopard, are now looking down in embarrassment cause they never could measure, up to me and my extreme abilities, even if they dont see them, right now they do believe them. I dont know what its called but it's something I have plenty of. charisma, charm, maybe its just because im not a dick like most womens exs is. and with that I am finished!