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Monster Too many nights in the dark, fam I can’t even sleep proper [Hook] Pain in my chest, still I step with smoke Man talk tough till the whole thing broke Lost too much, now my heart stay cold Street life fast, watch your day ones fold Bro got grabbed, now the gang feels weird Mum keeps praying when I leave this yard Too many scars, I was built this hard Still thank God when I see these stars [Verse 1] I seen real pain in the council flats Young boys hide blades in designer bags No father figure, just angry dads And the olders tell lies like the roads ain’t mad I was broke, had dreams in the rain Same tracksuit for a week, no shame Now they wanna scream my name for fame But they weren’t there when my bro got stained Night time creeping, sirens loud Fake friends smile but their hate too proud,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,, I learned real quick don’t trust no crowd ‘Cause love disappears when you’re falling down Man can’t sleep, all these thoughts too deep Got pain in my soul that I don’t tweet Still walk calm on these cold concrete streets Like I ain’t got demons that don’t let me breathe [Hook] Pain in my chest, still I step with smoke Man talk tough till the whole thing broke Lost too much, now my heart stay cold Street life fast, watch your day ones fold Bro got grabbed, now the gang feels weird Mum keeps praying when I leave this yard Too many scars, I was built this hard Still thank God when I see these stars [Verse 2] I know one yute got killed at sixteen Whole block cried, now his face on T-shirts Life too short, man the pain feels deep One minute here, next minute in dirt So I move low, don’t speak too much Everybody switched when I lost my funds Now they see streams and they act all love But I still remember who changed on us I got trust issues deep in my veins Heart too numb, I can’t show no pain Sometimes I laugh just to hide my rage ‘Cause the strong ones break when they hold too much weight If I make mills then the gang eats too Can’t leave my bros in the ends, that’s rude Still got nightmares when I hear that news Another black hoodie on the evening news [Outro] Man grew up fast in a place this cold Had no choice, had to play my role If I die young, let my story be told Monster came from the dark with a heart of gold