Cold

Again” (Verse 1) I been walking through the wreckage Of a life I used to know Everybody keeps on leaving me so I’m learning to let em go There’s a hole inside my chest Where the trust used to remain And I’ve spent so many years Trying to outrun all this pain I kept fighting for your love Just to be left behind Gave away my heart in pieces Just to feel like it mattered Now the silence hits different When you’re sitting alone in the dark Trying to hold together Every monent Every shattered little part (Pre-Chorus) And I know I lost myself somewhere along the way Carrying everybody else’s weight (Chorus) I’m leaving this old life behind me Trying to find the man I used to be I spent too much time chasing ghosts While the mirror looked right through me Now it’s finally my turn To heal these scars and let them burn If I gotta walk this road alone, so be it I’ll learn to stand on my own Yeah I’m broken, but I’m breathing I ain’t gone yet I’m just trying to find myself again (Verse 2) There were nights I felt unwanted Like the whole world turned its back on me Every smile felt temporary Every promise made was a mistake But there’s something deep inside me refusing just to die Maybe I still have hope deep inside Maybe it survived through the sin Now I’m chasing something different Not the pain I used to have Maybe somewhere far away There’s still room for me to grow And I know the road gets heavy When your soul’s ready to let go But I’m tired of just surviving I ready to live again I gotta keep my hands clean and free of the life of sin again (Pre-Chorus) Yeah I lost myself somewhere down that lonely road Trying to carry what everybody else owes (Chorus) So I’m leaving this old life behind me Trying to find the man I used to be I spent too much time looking at my reflection While the mirror looked right through me Now it’s finally my turn To heal these scars and let them burn If I gotta walk this road alone Then I’ll learn to stand on my own Yeah I’m broken, but I’m breathing And that means I ain’t gone yet I’m just trying to find myself again (Bridge) Maybe I ain’t meant to stay the same Maybe pain can teach a man to change if there’s still a little light left in me I ain’t letting darkness take everything from me again and I dont give a fuck who or what it was (Final Chorus) Yeah I’m leaving this old life behind me No more chains holding me down I spent too much time drowning in the sorrow Now I’m fighting for tomorrow And I know these scars still ache But I’m stronger than my mistakes I gotta rebuild from the ground up one day at a time and I know I’m hurting, but I’m healing And that’s the deal I made with god I’m just trying to find myself again so i can rid myself of of my sins gathered from the evil within