Masked up feelings

(Verse 1) Family vibes, we laugh, but it’s a mask I wear, Smiles in the room, but inside I’m caught in despair, Cousin throwing shade, like I’m the villain of the night, But come tomorrow, we’ll forget, it’s all alright. (Verse 2) Home alone, shadows creeping, tears fall like rain, Heart heavy, replaying love’s bittersweet pain, Single again, thought I found my ride or die, But love’s a game, and I’m just the one who cries. (Verse 3) Scrolling through the past, memories haunt me still, Used to be a thrill, now it’s just a bitter chill, Darkness in my chest, can’t shake this lonely fight, Hiding all my scars, but I’m still searching for the light. (Verse 4) Family’s all around, but I still feel so alone, Masked up my feelings, but the truth cuts to the bone, Cousin mad today, but tomorrow it’s all good, Just a cycle of emotions, like I knew it