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Loving u it's hard but to Hope I make it, It’s a risk, But I’ll take it, Feeling like I’m living Stuck in a fuck in basement, I’m trying To get a higher placement, I can’t wait a long time I’m in patient Am just trying 2 get off This fuckin pavement, So they hear me across The whole nation This hell feels like a bit heaven it's hard x 2 To leave like a legend becoming famous i I can’t explain it No where to hide when you get a problem challenges faced on a daily basis I feel like my demons are tight but I will make it . scars in my face now they don't go But they are just fading Wounds in my head can’t heal turning to scars on weekly basis Hope it's a way to live with my changes Demons in my head hitting me on a daily basis Stuck in my head hope I need a shift Am fucked I admit it Bitches asking me what I do 4 a living but am not interested in their own meaning Am trying to updated oh my my hope they will take it