Slew-of-side-notes

for competition on beat of the day Suicidal albino human with a slew of side notes written with a sickening smile twitching like his last moments was relief and denisl so deep itll defial your vibe you wont get it outcof your mind for a long time i take you for a ride his kids got all they ever wanted he loved them dearly he gave them all he'd had to offer but no one seen the signes there clearer now all the sheer fear and doubt he asked for zero help everyone gona be surprised that they didnt even notice or entertain the signes he never approached the topic to frightening to confront it so he left bred crums maybe a dark joke or cryptic postIts a empty heavy overwhelming deadly dance to a melody that puts you in a trance Itll leave you feeling that any minute the whole world will collapse and life is over its done you see a individual freaking out on fb because there boyfriend or girlfriend broke up most of the time thats begging for attention but how about a wife some guy lost her and she died no kids to hang to life so he got nothing to fight for he or she now died there dead as a doornob like cry wolf but one day someone is actually gona need it when there at there weakest but you wanted attention they when there at there weakest moment of weekness so grow up unless you mean it dont say it unless you mean it and if you do i promise ill understand all of it believe it ill see you to me its not a secret could be the guy you most now hes Casper the friendly ghost but im not making jokes getting my point across I was psychotic at a time maybe I went through that so now when I look back I can see what I was dealing with there's np healing it like greif you learn to deal with it its the bad kind of wicked listen they maybe distant isolated shaded trying to separate himself from humanity because he feels as if hes a waste of a man he hates the feeling he wakes up to he tells himself to wake up smacks himself in the face until it becomes rage but hes in his mind so no one will even hear that as all that rage greif overwhelming dread is to much to handle in his or her head now hes desperate no purpose that he could rest in that guy was me I only speak about things I have experienced I only want to help others understand what real pain feels like Id rather chop my arm off to ever go back to how i felt to be in that spot and you know,what im still alone I met someone that made me feel not so alone it gave me hope thanks for that ill never forget it you'll forever be someone I admire because this is the first time in a long time I felt inspired you know who you are I made this fire 🔥