This Is It

This is it Verse 1 Want to go out like Kurt cobaine because all I’m feeling right now is pain I don’t have any friends just sitting around wondering when is this depression going to end can’t ever find no sleep got these scars on my arm because I love to cut deep tired of these tears coming out my eyes I just want to die nothing helps at the end of the day so I’m just going to slice my arms open anyway I smoke weed because getting high makes me happy it brings out a whole another side of me that I usually don’t get to see so I’m just gonna go ahead and cut 23 lines and I’ll be just fine Chorus This is it I’m tired of being treated like shit don’t know if I can handle it I know I’m not perfect but what did I do to deserve this Verse 2 Tired of people just breaking my heart it feels like my whole life is falling apart tired of the fake smiles tired of all these people who feel like their entitle just tired of living maybe it’s my time to die I promise once I leave I’ll paint the sky just promise that you won’t cry I always say that I’m alright but it’s getting harder to stay on this earth and fight suicidal thoughts running through my head all night they say there’s light at the end of the tunnel but I don’t see any light in sight it’s just me and my knife might use it to take my life not like anyone would care because whenver I need someone their never there Chorus This is it I’m tired of being treated like shit don’t know if I can handle it I know I’m not perfect but what did I do to deserve this