hanging by a thread

I still see your shadow in my bedroom light Phone face down but I check it every night You said forever like you meant every word Now forever’s just a sound that hurts And my friends say “let it go” But they don’t know How quiet this house gets when I’m alone (Pre-Chorus) I been losing sleep Thinking maybe if I stayed You wouldn’t walk away from me (Chorus) And I got thoughts in my head Late night, hanging by a thread Tryna fight the silence in my chest But your name still echoes instead I don’t wanna fade away I just wanna feel okay Tell me why the people that you love Always leave you in the rain (Verse 2) Ceiling fan spinning like the hands of time Wish I could go back to when you were mine Now every song sounds like goodbye And every mirror shows tired eyes I been holding tears in my hoodie sleeves Acting like I got everything I need But the truth is I still break when you cross my mind (Bridge) If I disappear tonight Would you even realize? Or would the city lights Just cover up my goodbye? (Final Chorus) Cause I got scars in my head Words I wish I never said Everybody sees me laugh But they don’t see me hanging by a thread I don’t wanna fade away I just wanna feel okay Tell me why the people that you love Always leave you in the rain