Real Thought

It's hard to survive this days, I'm fighting with my demons Got this thought on my head feeling like I should kill some I speak my mind in this music shit don't care if it didn't got some It's what it is if you can relate to this Real thought Pain shit Pain shit my heart pumping really hard Staring up at the ceiling can't sleep at night uh oh no uh oh no my eyes begins to wide Thinking how to get rich to survive I tried not to think about it but keeps coming in my mind I'm not sure if the money gon take the pain away if I'm right Seeing myself as a role model for my junior ones to adapt But I'm scared for doing stupid shit just to make it right I gotta stand up for all challenges that gon make me a man dream of getting rich still struggling to survive in reality it's a feeling that I'm getting there don't know which route imma pass I went silence, hand folded, leg crossing they ask me what I'm thinking about uh ooh ohh Im really thinking alot uh ooh ohh My heart need a cure uh ohh ohh Depression Depression A Real Thought uh ooh ohh Im really thinking alot uh ooh ohh My heart need a cure uh ohh ohh Depression Depression A Real Thought It's hard to survive this days, I'm fighting with my demons Got this thought on my head feeling like I should kill some I speak my mind in this music shit don't care if it didn't got some It's what it is if you can relate to this Real thought Real shit real shit i don't have time to beef with no one if you hate me, leave me before I found out the fake love you can't predict this life, I move carefully I'm hard to be down I move quietly, furious I'm actin like I'm an introvert I got the street mentality, no one has ever call me shit been broke chase all girls in my lyfe, Only Ney stand behind my back I swear imma spoil y'all bitch relationships, wait for my prime I won't never test a loyalty cus it's cant be bought I never knew someone was helping me, it was late I found out I never knew I was hating on my helper, it's hard to apologize Thank God he has a child imma do anything to make him prosper Shoutout to the real niiggas many untold stories that's need to be heard It's hard to survive this days, I'm fighting with my demons Got this thought on my head feeling like I should kill some I speak my mind in this music shit don't care if it didn't got some It's what it is if you can relate to this Real thought