Bottle by my bed

Yeah I’ve been sitting with a bottle by my bedside Trying to wash the thoughts, the way that I can’t hide Sunshade Lows, got me looking at the red skies , like peep when he whispered that he can’t die Heart broke twice, so I pour it in a tall glass Memories hit quick, then they fade, then they fall back Told myself stop” but im stuck in a flashback Love in my veins, but the pain always fights back I put my hoodie up, f3el the world get quiet Mind like a riot-wish I could rewind it Midnight rain when my fears get the loudest Dreams, false, slow like the tears on my outfit But I sip one time for the nights I Survived Two times more for the nights I denied Three times deep and I’m barely alive But I still feel pee when he said he could fly Loving my veins, but the pain always fights back I Put my hoodie up,feel the world get quiet Mine like a right I wish I could rewind it Midnight rain When my fears get the loudest Dreams, fall, slow like the tears on my outfit But I sip one time for the nights I survived Two times more for the nights I denied Three times deep and I’m barely alive But still feel peep when he said he could fly Ain’t trying to glorify the way as I cope I just spill what I feel when I’m losing my hope Cause every dark night has a sunrise glow If you save your eyes, right, you will remember the road .