im feeling the feeling

im feeling the feeling im feeling the pain living a life with nothing to gain going insane with everything going on in my life today im spiraling outta control I dont even know who I am anymore I'm living my life the way that i see fit I dont give a shit about any of it Im gonna flip the script on all that bullshit and hop skipand jump the fuck up out this bitch that ain't no bullshit I dont know who it is that you think you are fooling or what it is that you think are doing your gonna end up catching these hands or eating the the tip of this bullet then im gonna pull it out and do it again cause thats just the way that it is thats just the way that it is I don't feel alive just look in my eyes I'm empty inside Im ready to die or im ready to ride either way it will be alright i walk in the light through the darkness I got God on my side his power I harness this is the strongest I have ever been mentally and spiritually looking at my own reflection picking out my imperfections thinking of myself not more but less than God has stripped me of all pized possessions not to teach me a lesson but to prep me for what is coming my direction So I can intercept it and drop it off where they should ve left it now the price they are gonna pay is gonna be hefty your probably wishing that you should've never left me look at what it has costed me i lost my family and my bestfriend at the end of it all I was the only one there to take the fall so i will never have that trust with you ever again once it's gone its gone it can't be undid they gonna fuck around and someone is gonna get slid for talking all of that shit I don't give a fuck who it is you need to quit messing with my bliss God fobid they mess with family or my kids cause I'm not afraid to admit that I did it I got the grit to do some stupid shit and I wull never regret it drench em with some premium unleaded strike a match watching it as it all comes to light just to watch it burn away in the night catching a breeze and they gone with the wind floating away to place unknown a place that i call my home mind blown like a cyclone I'm all alone for reasons known and unknown alike I do things that normal people will not condone until it s one of their own then they dont give a fuk no more I do whatever I want to do whenever I wanna do it im a bad influence don't let me talk you into it cause I will for real and I won't feel no way about maybe one day but I doubt it I won't allow it is forbidden a man isn't supposed to hurt woman or children so open up your ears and ]listen I ain't going back to prison and that's a given it will be a suicide mission where I will glisten like a star far off of the distance I'm sitting in the dark so I can listen to my dreams cause they are premonitions and I'm a magician why you acting suspicious its just a trick your gonna disappear when you hear a click poof gone like a vapor I ain't no stranger to the game so keep my name out your mouth unless you want to find out what it is that I'm talking about quick fast and In hurry I have no mercy and I stick to that firmly I'm not wormy I'm as real as they come I'm not even worthy of mercy myself cause i got one foot in the grave and the other is in hell that's where I fell