ALONE

ayy surprise wearing my disguise think i might be happy but its obvious im lying i dont wanna lie but dont wanna be alive but at the same time I dont really wanna take my life (life) got this mask on dirty from the long use put my hat on look the mirrors all true making up words that I get my pain through it seems to be working even though it is painful every day I wake up but dont wanna get up just kinda conscience I dont get great luck but I exist aint got presence got no presents from my demons pessimist they persist it hurts this is the end of my work its something ive been dreading but it comes dont turn otherwise you'll get caught up in something been lurking under your bed yeah that is my mind but the me in the mirror is warning well trying but I cant listen to it im curious finding out something I cant retract out of my eyes it goes to my line of thought was predicting it right off of it thats because it is too bright but honestly i tried to get away but its got sight myself said its too late goes dark and then i die