Medicine

How do I come up right when I'm dissatisfied with everything I be on. Birds have nests, foxes have holes but I can even go home. Women won't take you they always want something else where's Yonzi. My mind a very lethal weapon it could split the earth in half if I won't get what I want. Always wanted her to be the relief and reward from all I then suffered. Now I got tricked to becoming a man I wasn't ready I needed to be tough Now I can withstand everything I know I stand rooted on the creation of my creator we too intact makes me wanna challenge every opp I know I will win. Took so long to get around it I even doubted if I'm sane I wanted to think I was crazy I couldn't contain it. Better or worse as long as I breathe as long my sniper eyes is open then I'm still harzadous still a bully still to be running here calling every shot. Power in deep cores of my being I cannot show it not yet I gotta let it bubble like a lab experiment.. Hossana to he who was is and is to come. Your sins forgiven your hope renewed and your souls rendered to the lord. Makes me wanna shout though, terrifying it gets me crying sometimes  Can't cry though my kids do.....kophela konke okukuhlupheka uThando lwam lungunaphakad....... L.O.V.E