Different Roads

Man I got this in my veins and I can’t explain from this point of view I just feel brand new with all of this shit landing for you Really feeling the new heights of how I’m getting with no regrets I got these deep steps I’m taking for these new depths without them cheap bets Spending half my life in a mental health facility I got this shit stuck still in me and I had to use my full ability Had a strong mind to get out and smoke with my shit to grind I ain’t even blind I just had that one of a kind life in my mind Thought I was playing with the rap, when I was really with a plan Had to look out them windows and see myself being a man Y’all thought the boy won’t get hurt when my feelings were to real I was always playing in the dirt when I had reasons to heal Watching out for my friends until I had to watch my family end Now as I grew up I had to act on really being heaven sent Man 👨 I always thought my friends and I couldn’t see each other After different roads always split between a brother and myself Guess that’s why my health ❤️ got so bad And I had to recover Growing up with my own feet acting like I didn’t need no help Man this shit is the crap that would make a grown man tweak After being indecisive and having to rap letting his water leak With no life hacks or no life cheats for the weak This is just what my life asked for each day out of the week