dont wanna fall away again

dont wanna fall away again from the right course of direction in all of this. i dont wanna trip and stumble my footing on the straight path drawn out for my support through all of this. i gotta be honest i dont know if i can change into the way i need to be. im not tryin to say no and you know that i want the best out come for us both, so im asking you to help me through it and help me make the change so i can proof to do this on the solid ground i roll through it. cause i know i can do it if you help me through it. cause i wanna earn my wings and fly high in the dream of a better living to me and how i see things. im still having trouble processing my thinking patterns. and i dont wanna cause any problematical issues to co detect and redirect but i know that im protected beyond any shred of a doubt i will not fall down the droubt.