redue one day

Rather die in dignity I know some was mysteries think its funny how some would write off as just history you ever herd somebody say they know the facts about conspiracies? Just hand full of sand with no plan im talking literally. It always starts off good then ends up with grief.. takes place eventually I meditated like chemistry still hate, blayton hiprocorcie leave u floating deep in misery then it feels like, is the end of me or should I just say the enemy I just know its no friend of me it all starts in the mind escape the past... to face the future its absolute that you'll find.. lotta that we evade always come back within time left it alone, and u on gone ..working, grinding in the gym staying tone... focus on the mission though you half way wrong travel from to state just to see... what its on but u love your daughter but you left her like gone aint no excuses for ur mental and the ish ended up in the desert big city the zone big parties getting Charlied thought I could never do no wrong like when my pops call me on the line we was on told me son its serious., and like the time on a diem my mom died in my arms I went back home Travel state to state all alone cold-blooded bad feelings loving the one that you morne then ur people's call your phone they try chaeer you along. But they way and how u feel you can crush sombody bones hung up with close kin And I just cried, and I cried damn i cant believe my moma die