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Back flash to the past where it’s stone solid I remember when I thought I had it all to good to be true but i knew something was gonna happen I called it u scream and cut and cry and lust u pull your hair thinking no one else cares no one yo trust life’s ain’t fair but it’s time to take a bigger step where u realize what’s fake and real don’t need no one to make assumptions tryna tell me how I feel when I express it’s all stress I’m complex like chest whole lotta moves but a lot of checks mates of stress I guess I just wanted acceptance nothing less I tried my best I gave my all but I’m drowning stayed strong but I fall got no one to call I blame myself worried about my mental health but I don’t need any help times where I wanna scream an yell but a fake mask so one could ever tell I hear ringing like a bell like a Camara it could only be token in one take time is waste try to keep up with the paste but it’s starting to feel like it’s to late hard to tell truth from fake cried enough to fill a lake all the sacrifices and chances I done had to make I’m drained shit ain’t to same don’t need money or fame or fans to call out my name it’s the period in span where I change erase rage step ahead like a staircase heart is shattered climbing into a never ending latter I’m tryna go ghost like Casper used to talk a lot to much I was a chatter used to throw stuff like a batter now I’m counting dough so many times I was on go while being low tryna find my path and pick the right road no more jumping back to back like a toad time to stick on one right cuz I got a whole in my chest all my feelings and pain drained got nothing left look up to god pray for forgiveness and for my sins to be erased the dreams I chased the love that turned to hate like a chart I got so many wrongs to count used to smoke and get loud no one was ever proud had thoughts of leaving my house but I chose to be a flower blo and sprout I just needed space to get out don’t ask why or how I’m different to you my eyes or low head throbbing ick and ticks itching at my nogging rubbing my head scratching yelling please no stop it tried grabbing a gun and told them goodbye bye and clock it then shock and I’m in another room trance can’t speak im weak can’t stand people don’t understand youth but wise and strong like a man trick me and I’ll land stab me but I’ll still plan push me away I’ll still stand beg and I’ll still hand forbide and I’ll band hot and I’ll fan