how you gonna

how you gonna not talk to me for months and expect me to still want you. Ive moved on im not a toy that you can play with when your other hoes dont want you. I remember when we used to talk all about the future you'd call me your wife I thought that you loved me. you hurt me so many times and I still stayed but this time is different. how you gonna tell me you want a future with me when your talking to three different girls while talking to me. You wanna go and accuse me of cheating when im probably the most loyal person you'll ever meet. Do not know the pain and betrayal i went through. I just wanted to be loved for once instead of being loved im be hurt. me just for your amusement how could you treat a young woman like that as a man your not supposed to treat a woman like that stayed up and be a real man e you ever thought you were hurting people you hurt me the one person who loved you so much and would never hurt you but you hurt me i told you about my deepest fears my deepest trauma you said you would always protect me but you didnt protect me you just tear me down you said your paranoid I get it but hurting me isn't something you do no matter how hard your life gets or how paranoid you are you need to think before you say something because if you dont your slowly tearing a person you love apart the hardest thing to watch is someone who tears you apart and yoh love themIve stayed stayed your just blind also you didnt want to open your fucking eyes and see that I was being loyal to you no matter what no matter the fucking fights I stayed no matter how much I cried at night over you no matter how paranoid I always fucking stayed but yeah im not being fucking loyal I literally gave you everything even my password to my fucking phone if you want to be single then be fucking single