Twelve

Just right now I felt great grandiosity because the Shivlingam inside of my prayer place is harder than the one inside of a Mandir(Temple). Because last night I prayed before going to the Vishnu Temple. In Edmonton. The four day prayer ended. I pray most Monday so I last night poured water on the Shivlingam. Then I put on some ashes. Even though for straight three days I did the same at the Vishnu Temple. Last night I forgot and my auditory hallucinations diverted my thoughts. That don’t feel bad I already have put ashes on a Shivlingam. What is the outcome? Just because I already put ashes on the Shivlingam inside of my prayer place a closet. There wasn’t a need to put ashes on any other Shivlingam. My prayer place Shivlingam became number 1. Reminder. The above was just for my great grandiosity as a diagnosed schizophrenia patient. Like India has 12 sacred Shivlingam. Which has stories behind how the Shivlingam were created and picked for the location. Now my Shivlingam inside of a tiny closet has a story linked also. In fact every Shivlingam is the same though.