I’ll lay in it

I made my bed I lay in it Just plz tell me you ain’t hateing I’m on my way up I can feel it when I’m light the ones that had my back Ima pick up of the pavement Ya we all like high ang forget about are lives I got that addictive personality Im trying to get back on my levels Yahh you told me you love me first All that reality really did was gave me a false hope no joke I beleaved you so when you dropped me face I can really complain like it wasn’t what I deserved for being such a jerk Just did it really need to be so public I no I need a bullet to the head I’m already living like I’m dead I still got all them broken dreams and dead memories That you helped me fill up in my head I can’t really say to much sounding like a lil bitch again I’m sorry for you pain I no it’s cuz I’m insane Loosing my god dam sence But I truely tried to love you the best way I new how Then we got all fucked on the dope thinks fell apart fast You put on blast Then tossed me under the bus Don’t worry like I said I need a fucking bullet If you gunna shooting me with this I always got ya back don’t you forget I live fast high as fuck with no regret I don’t how I’m not in the clouds yet Hear comes the rain again Hope one day we can be friends yeah yah yahh