Their lies My Truth

hidden sun as a child born on the side, pain embedded in my heart hate in my eyes , only child by my mother but my pop had others one brother 4 sisters strong family ties some was good but I seen real hard times yeah, my mom smoked the hole nine . I'm different kind got tired of hand me downs created hustles to get my mine 15 chose my life it was his or mine It would be the 1st but it wouldn't be the àlast time never pulled out to shine. I really use it train to use power but not abuse it mom was married to Rick, and he was abusive inflicted injuries embedded in memories that changed my chemistry did something to my mental he lit the flame, and he kindle it try to forget, but I keep remembering how beat me bad I get mad, and then he laughs fat kid thinks he bad watch me do the same to your moma lock me in my room but could still hear him fear turn to courage then turn to fear again crying in the corner voice in my head oh we here again only fear God man ain't enough mere mortal pain take his tough voice in my head again he want blood on my hand Im a child but time forcing me to be a man I know you don't understand but you gotta find your ground and stand if you can't do it i can I know your a man of grace and mercy give others the last drop, and you thirsty me i burp in face they not worthy put em they place they can't hurt me flip the switch, no more mercy Malice ready for war and blood thirsty tcursed by the gods I can't die Malice is forever i get revenge and I'm clever let me handle it change things for the better known for torture but I kill better headless bodies branded with scarlet letter