change my ways

(Hook) I been tryna change my ways, but the streets still callin’ Late nights, dark days, hear my past still talkin’ Demons in my head, got me feelin’ like I’m fallin’ Tryna find the light, but the shadows keep crawlin’ (Verse 1) Grew up where the pain turn boys into soldiers Heart turned cold, yeah the weight on my shoulders Mama said pray but the nights got colder Started chasin’ fast money, dreams got bolder Seen friends switch up for a chain and a name Lost too many people, yeah this life ain’t a game Tryna wash sins but the guilt leave stains Every step forward feel like two steps in pain (Hook) I been tryna change my ways, but the streets still callin’ Late nights, dark days, hear my past still talkin’ Demons in my head, got me feelin’ like I’m fallin’ Tryna find the light, but the shadows keep crawlin’ (Verse 2) I remember cold nights, no heat in the crib Dad workin’ all day just to feed his kids Swore I’d make it out, had to do what I did Now I’m stuck with regrets for the life that I lived Fake love everywhere, I can’t tell who real Smiles turn fake when you sign that deal Got scars in my soul that the money can’t heal Tryna change my ways but I’m fightin’ what I feel (Bridge) Can I be better? I don’t know Every road I take feel like the same old road Tryna let go, but I hold on tight Prayin’ one day imma finally get it right (Hook) I been tryna change my ways, but the streets still callin’ Late nights, dark days, hear my past still talkin’ Demons in my head, got me feelin’ like I’m fallin’ Tryna find the light, but the shadows keep crawlin’ (Outro) Yeah… I ain’t perfect, I’m just tryna grow Learnin’ from the pain that I never let show If I make it out, imma let ‘em all know… You can change your ways, even from the low…