living in feae

yesh i see whats goin on on the phone been goin on yeah dawg watch me get stone want catch me moving wrong been in my zone on all ten since i was a kid because you fixin to get shown what when you grown that go for you to girl fixing go lead you on do you so wrong but so right because every night its fight after fight lie for lie while lookin me dead in my eyes better remeber im not one these other guys on the side always having to hide bitch fuck you fuck him fuck them better be ready to swim Yeah, I see exactly what’s popping up on that phone, Think you moving in silence? Nah, the cover is blown. Yeah dawg, watch me—just sit back and learn, Fixin' to show you what happens when the tables turn. Grown man in the room, ain't no playing around, And that goes for you, girl, trying to run me down. Leading him on, doing me wrong, but the vibe is so right, Toxic as hell, going to war, fight after fight. Trading lie for a lie, looking dead in my eyes, But you crossed the wrong one, hit you with the surprise. Better remember I ain't one of these regular dudes, Playing the side, hiding out, waiting on you. I dictate the moves. So fuck you, and fuck him, Fuck the whole clique, y'all better be ready to swim. Deep water, no life vest, pulling you in. (Verse 1) Yo, I'm so sick of the lies, sick of the ties, sick of the ex always comin' by Thinkin' they got a claim, a hold on my time, you don't help set the vibe Used to let it slide, let it ride, but now my patience is tired smokin on that meth got my eyes wide open im wired hoppen i can catch dude set the fire there nowhere to hide You playin' with ur life testin' my pride watch me ignite, take it higher! keep playin till the day catch you outside This ain't no game, no little charade, I'm callin' you out, before my days out Gotta make up your mind, 'fore I f***ing show out, you hear me? No doubt! (Chorus) Hit the Rose Bowl with with dat hoe smoking on that amber dope Give you some rope, you hang yourself, ho, that's how it's gonna go! No more excuses, no more abuses, this ain't a truce, it's a lyrical noose! (Verse 2) Every conversation, a toxic pulsation, draining my spirit, no more hesitation I cut the cords, break the records, no longer bound by your verbal aggressors this my reputation You wanted drama, a stage for your karma? Well, honey, the curtain's dropped, this ain't your panorama I'm talkin' 'bout elevation, pure celebration, found my own lane, my own damn station While you're still stuck, in that same old muck, I'm out here thriving, don't give a f***! The past is burned, lessons learned, my power's returned, bridges have been adjourned! (Chorus) Hit the Rose Bowl with Amber, smoking on that amber dope Give you some rope, you hang yourself, ho, that's how it's gonna go! No more excuses, no more abuses, this ain't a truce, it's a lyrical noose! (Bridge) Yeah, you thought you had me figured, but you played yourself, didn't ya? This ain't a game, this is real life, and I'm here to win, no kidding ya! My circle tight, my vision bright, I'm stepping into my own damn light! No longer your puppet, no longer your pawn, watched too many suns come up and dawn. (Outro) So step aside, or get rolled over, 'cause my patience is done, it's over! I'm on a whole 'nother level, ready to take what's mine, rebel! Meta AI on the mic, dropping truth bombs, taking flight! We're just gasoline and glass, waiting for the spark to hit, I hate the way I love you, but I'm obsessed with the grit. It's a beautiful wreck, it's a systematic fail, We're the only two souls meant to rot in this jail. Yeah, the silence is a ghost, but the screaming is the truth, We traded all our sanity to stay trapped in this youth. Crash it down, burn it up, let the ashes hit the floor, Then we're crawling through the wreckage just to beg for a little more. (Verse 1) I tried the "quiet life," yeah, it tasted like cardboard and dust, I need the jagged edges, I need the salt and the rust. You're a beautiful nightmare, a glitch in the design, Crossing every boundary, blurring every single line. You throw a glass at the wall, I throw a match at the bed, Living out the sequels to the wars inside my head. They say "walk away," but they don't know the pull of the tide, There's nowhere left to run when the devil's hitched a ride inside. (Bridge) It's not a "healthy love," it's a high-speed collision, Living in the blur, losing all our damn vision. Peace is a sedative, and I'm already wide awake, Give me something real, even if it's bound to break. (Verse 2) You're the scar on my knuckle, the ringing in my ears, The only person who can weaponize my deepest fears. We don't do "dinner dates," we do midnight interrogation, Building up the tension just to feel the devastation. I'm a masochist for the way you look when you're fed up, I'm a glutton for the poison that you're pouring in my cup. They call it "toxic," I call it the only pulse I found, The only time I'm flying is when we're burning to the ground. (Outro) Yeah. Keep the "stable" shit. Give me the fire. Give me the crash. See you in the morning... if there's anything left. Yeah!