a look in my mind

Yo I don’t smoke but I’m high on the mic what I say on here I promise I’d say to your face if you think I’m fake that’s just not the case look into my grind only thing in there is the grind and how I spend my time bc time flies and I can’t get over the fact that I want her but she don’t want me back it eats me alive all day and night I mean look into my brain what a sight I mean I have to pretty much fight myself and I can’t get over his death I pretty much seen him take his last breath in that hospital bed I watched you lay there even after your death it don’t seem real don’t worry I ain’t gonna start popping pills ima make you proud without a doubt when I walked into your house the other day it’s not right without you there and it kills me inside that you ain’t here for the rest of the ride like klyde I love you don’t worry I’ll figure it out without a doubt I’ll see you again