HEART ON DEFENSE
Heart on Defense [Verse 1 — Medium Flow | Aggressive melodic emotion] Voices in my head keep talkin’, I don’t get rest Every single night feel a war in my chest Tried bein’ calm but the anger grew legs Now it walk with me everywhere that I step Trust got shattered, I don’t rebuild shit Seen too much just to feel legit Smiles feel fake when they glued like this Everybody love you till you lose your grip I was down bad, nobody noticed Now they show love but that shit feel bogus Heart turned cold, yeah the pain refocused Learned real fast every bond get broken I gave loyalty, got lies in return Watched bridges fall while the memories burned Every lesson painful but I still learned Play with my trust and the tables get turned Late night pacing, my thoughts too loud Feel like screaming in a silent crowd Mask on tight when I’m out in public Inside my mind still self-destructin’ Used to want love, now I move defensive Every conversation feel too expensive Energy drained from fake intentions So my heart stay locked — permanent tension I remember nights I was prayin’ for peace Now I just pray all the noise decrease Demons talk but they sound like me Hard to tell who I’m supposed to be Every scar got a story attached Every loss leave a permanent scratch I don’t cry, I just turn to rage Let the anger spill out the page [Verse 2 — Slow → Fast Flow | Emotional explosion] Ride through the night with the city asleep Got old regrets riding shotgun with me Every wrong choice keep followin’ close Like ghosts in mirrors I hate the most People switch up when the vibe get low Disappear quick when the pain gon’ show I kept it real, they just played pretend Now I trust silence more than friends Cold conversations replay in my brain Every goodbye left permanent stains Tried to forgive but the scars remain Now I see love and expect the pain I built walls they can’t climb over Heart stay guarded, emotional soldier Carry my trauma like heavy boulders Young but I feel a hundred years older Sleep don’t come so I fight my head Dreams turn dark when I lie in bed Pressure keep stackin’, I’m ready to snap All of this weight keep bendin’ my back Run toward chaos, I live in the storm Pain feel normal, the hurt feel warm They want the old me — he faded away Buried beneath all the shit I faced Mind move fast but my soul feel slow Tryna outrun what I already know If I go numb that’s defense mode Armor built from a heavy load Love can’t reach where my scars reside Heart on defense — that’s how I survive
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Heart on Defense [Verse 1 — Medium Flow | Aggressive melodic emotion] Voices in my head keep talkin’, I don’t get rest Every single night feel a war in my chest Tried bein’ calm but the anger grew legs Now it walk with me everywhere that I step Trust got shattered, I don’t rebuild shit Seen too much just to feel legit Smiles feel fake when they glued like this Everybody love you till you lose your grip I was down bad, nobody noticed Now they show love but that shit feel bogus Heart turned cold, yeah the pain refocused Learned real fast every bond get broken I gave loyalty, got lies in return Watched bridges fall while the memories burned Every lesson painful but I still learned Play with my trust and the tables get turned Late night pacing, my thoughts too loud Feel like screaming in a silent crowd Mask on tight when I’m out in public Inside my mind still self-destructin’ Used to want love, now I move defensive Every conversation feel too expensive Energy drained from fake intentions So my heart stay locked — permanent tension I remember nights I was prayin’ for peace Now I just pray all the noise decrease Demons talk but they sound like me Hard to tell who I’m supposed to be Every scar got a story attached Every loss leave a permanent scratch I don’t cry, I just turn to rage Let the anger spill out the page [Verse 2 — Slow → Fast Flow | Emotional explosion] Ride through the night with the city asleep Got old regrets riding shotgun with me Every wrong choice keep followin’ close Like ghosts in mirrors I hate the most People switch up when the vibe get low Disappear quick when the pain gon’ show I kept it real, they just played pretend Now I trust silence more than friends Cold conversations replay in my brain Every goodbye left permanent stains Tried to forgive but the scars remain Now I see love and expect the pain I built walls they can’t climb over Heart stay guarded, emotional soldier Carry my trauma like heavy boulders Young but I feel a hundred years older Sleep don’t come so I fight my head Dreams turn dark when I lie in bed Pressure keep stackin’, I’m ready to snap All of this weight keep bendin’ my back Run toward chaos, I live in the storm Pain feel normal, the hurt feel warm They want the old me — he faded away Buried beneath all the shit I faced Mind move fast but my soul feel slow Tryna outrun what I already know If I go numb that’s defense mode Armor built from a heavy load Love can’t reach where my scars reside Heart on defense — that’s how I survive
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