that crowned me da king

I'm trapped in this pain, feel it seep through my veins, Heart racing slow, but the love's gone, remains, Used to be fire, now it’s ashes and dust, Thought we were forever, but it crumbled to rust. Memories replay like a broken record's spin, Every thought of you cuts deep, where do I begin? Late nights alone, just me and my thoughts, Fighting through the paranoia but I’m lost in the knots. Promises whispered, now they know me not, Reaching for your ghost, but it’s just an alliance, Bleeding out slowly, can’t find the right words, Searching for a remedy, but it’s all just absurd. Time’s slipping by, like sand t hrough my hands, Wishing you were here, , Fix this shattered heart, bring me back to my fucked up unfiltered reality before the Shadow people come out around the time it gets dark I I'm trapped in pain, itd seeping through my soul, Every heartbeat has an irregular beat I'm losing control like Thoughts heavy like weights, dragging me to the floor, Wrestling with my bemon friends, they cant take it no more. Memories haunt me, like ghosts in the night, Trying to find peace, butmy heads out its mind Staring at the mirror, see a stranger's face, Lost in drugs as i slowly roll this bowl at an even slower pace Walls closing claustrophobia sets my chest, Searching for a way, but I’m feeling so pressed, Days turn to nights, nights into dayz again I feel stuck, Hoping for a break, but I’m outta time and outta luck. . or