listen to this when I'm gone part 2

[Intro] Yeah… Auntie… you asked me something… I ain’t never really answered… [Verse 1 – Auntie] She said, “Baby, why you feel like you gone at 13? Why you carry so much weight, what you really mean? Why your eyes look tired, why you don’t smile the same? Why you push away love every time it came?” She said, “I been trying, I don’t understand I just wanna help you, I just wanna stand Right beside you when you feel like you can’t breathe So tell me what’s wrong, what you hiding from me?” [Verse 2 – You] I said, “Auntie, I been hurting deep inside I just learned how to mask it, learned how to hide I was acting happy all this time, that’s facts But inside I been breaking, I just can’t relax I don’t know if you noticed, I was fading away Laughing in the moment, crying later that day I been feeling like a ghost in my own life Like I’m here but I’m gone, tryna fight every night” [Hook] I ain’t leave… I just feel lost in my head All these thoughts got me feeling halfway dead At 13, I don’t know how to cope Tryna hold on but I’m losing my hope I ain’t weak, I just been hurt too long Tryna stay up but I’m barely strong I just needed someone to see What this pain really doing to me [Verse 3 – You] “Why it feel like nothing ever fix my pain? Why my mind keep driving me insane? Even when I try, it don’t go away It just gets louder every single day I been dissociating, losing who I am Looking in the mirror like I don’t understand Why I feel numb when I should feel love Why I feel empty when I should feel enough” [Verse 4 – Auntie] She said, “Baby, you don’t gotta fight alone You ain’t broken, you just hurting, you ain’t gone I see you even when you try to hide And I’m right here, I’m not leaving your side We gon’ figure it out, take it day by day Even pain like this don’t always stay You my blood, you my heart, you my child And I’m here for you no matter how wild” [Outro] Yeah… I ain’t gone… I just needed you to see… What’s really going on with me…