Black widow lurking

too far gone As the sands of time drip down the hourglass on her back I did not know until I knew, About trifling under bite, this is true, Black widow lurking, in the shadows threw the night, She bit me deep, now I'm losing the fight. Poison creeping up bodies aching im feeling so cold, Heart's racing fast, but my mind's growing old Tearing apart, inside and out yeah it’s hard to conceal, Mental health slipping, can’t escape how I feel. Caught in a web, thoughts spinning in my head Every thread tightens, can't break from the ground , Darkness whispers secrets, they twist and entwine, Searching desperately for the light, but I'm running out of time. In the depths of ..despair, I’m trying to rise, But the venom's got me trapped, visions blurred can’t see through the lies, Fighting through the chaos, I’ll find my way From the bite of the widow, I refuse to crack. times like these there is no holding back Im throwing hands up high giving it all to god he is the one that I hold mIost high he got my back even after im threw dressing old wounds of hate animosity and despair fake love feeling that nobody cared it only took one instant after I looked up to the sky to realize that he always cared I was so wrapped up inside my own self I forgot God sent his only son he the only one that died for our Sins he the one that tuelly cares. It's the ultamate feeling you cant explain that feeling {....... holy ghost.......}