My Life

Yeah… It’s one of those nights again Ayy ⸻ (Verse 1) Woke up feelin’ like the weight don’t ever shift Same walls, same thoughts, same “what ifs” Tryna find my lane but the road stay bent Got dreams in my head but they low on rent People talk big, but they don’t know me See the outside smile, never see the lonely Late nights, headphones, lost in a beat Tryna drown out everything I don’t wanna keep I been quiet, yeah, but my mind too loud Fightin’ battles I ain’t say out loud They see calm, they don’t see the storm Tryna stay warm when the world feel cold And I ain’t perfect, yeah I mess up too Got regrets I replay like déjà vu But I’m still right here, still standin’ tall Even on days I feel two feet small ⸻ (Chorus) These pages I don’t show, yeah they stay inside All the tears I don’t cry, all the pain I hide But I’m still movin’ forward, I won’t let it slide I’m just tryna be me in a world this wide These nights get long but I’m still alive Every wrong turn got me learnin’ why I ain’t done yet, yeah I still got fight I’m just chasin’ my truth in the dark of night ⸻ (Verse 2) Back then they ain’t listen, now they might Funny how it changes when you hold on tight I was doubted, counted out, pushed aside Now I’m buildin’ somethin’ they can’t deny Got scars, yeah, but they make me tough Every loss in my life turned into a “what’s up” I don’t need fake love, I don’t need the hype Just a few real ones and a dream I write I been feelin’ stuck, like I’m runnin’ in place Same fears comin’ back, yeah they know my face But I learned real quick pain don’t last Even slow steps still movin’ past People switch up, yeah I seen that too Had to cut ties just to stay true It hurt at first but I had to grow Some chapters end so new ones show ⸻ (Chorus) These pages I don’t show, yeah they stay inside All the tears I don’t cry, all the pain I hide But I’m still movin’ forward, I won’t let it slide I’m just tryna be me in a world this wide These nights get long but I’m still alive Every wrong turn got me learnin’ why I ain’t done yet, yeah I still got fight I’m just chasin’ my truth in the dark of night ⸻ (Bridge) Yeah… Sometimes I feel like nobody gets me Like I’m talkin’ but nobody lets me But I write it down, put it in a song Turn the weak moments into somethin’ strong And maybe one day when they hear my sound They’ll feel the same when they’re feelin’ down If you lost right now, just hold your ground Even broken voices make the loudest sound ⸻ (Verse 3) I been dreamin’ bigger than the place I’m at Tryna turn these thoughts into real-life facts No map, no guide, just faith and drive Tryna prove to myself I can really rise Days get heavy, yeah I won’t lie Had moments I ain’t even know why But I kept pushin’, didn’t let go Even when my pace felt way too slow Now I see strength in the things I faced All the pressure helped me build this base I’m still young but I feel that change Turnin’ all my losses into somethin’ great So if you hear this and you feel the same Just know you ain’t gotta stay in that pain We all got stories we scared to show But that’s where the realest growth will grow ⸻ (Final Chorus / Outro) These pages I don’t show, yeah they stay inside All the tears I don’t cry, all the pain I hide But I’m still movin’ forward, I won’t let it slide I’m just tryna be me in a world this wide Yeah I’m still right here, yeah I still survive Through the lows and highs, through the wrongs and rights I ain’t perfect but I’m still gon’ try Turn these hidden pages into my whole life